I was sitting down staring.. Somehow I rem what Trish told me.. Abt a story btwn the humans.. God and Satan.. The story goes like this..

Long long time ago.. There are God.. Satan and humans.. The good is always against the evil.. So one day.. Satan plotted against God.. Satan knew that God is creating paper cutting in pairs.. Which means a guy and a gal.. Each pair are meant to be together and lived happily for the rest of their life.. In other words these pairs are perfect match.. And all these pairs of paper cutting will be dispersed thru out the world.. To create happiness..

Everything will be fine if Satan din step in to wreck the process.. Satan came and teared the pairs in two.. Separating the guy and the gal.. Since den the world is full of separated guys and gals.. These guys and gals are trying hard to find their perfect ideal partner that are being separated from them.. But it's reali hard as the world is too vast.. God did try to save the damages done.. But there's only a few he can reali save..

At the end of the day.. This is to tell us that.. If u are attached.. Be contended with ur bf or gf.. Cuz it was nvr easy to lurve someone.. Or be lurved by someone.. Forgive and forget what he or she did wrong to ya.. If u are single.. Dun be so disheartened.. Though u can nvr find the most perfect partner.. Try ur best to accept each other and the path will shine on ya one day.. Reali.. Believe in God..

The time has comes..
I know what is best for you..
I know where I should be standing right now..
And I know how much I actually likes ya..
I know we can never be together..
But I want ya to know..
Ya are special to me..
Be it now or future..

*MerQu|s3*^^ aka *yeKai*^^

I had being listening to the song Sebas told me yest nite that is nice.. I listen for the whole day practically.. At first when u listen.. U might not feel a thing at all.. But when u listen again.. It's totally different.. Esp when I read the lyrics.. It's veri qiang.. Reali.. That line "当你为她戴上幸福的头盖.. 我含泪祝福你有美的未来.." juz hit me.. Hit me so hard that I cried.. Like what Sebas said.. Of cuz with own reasons.. Thankx Sebas.. It's reali a nice and meaningful song.. From the start of the lyrics till the end reali describe how I feel most of the time..


徐怀钰 ~ 心中的遗憾

喜欢对着天空发呆 想着你的笑容出现在人海
你总是能让我开怀 忍耐我的坏
只是这一切将烟消云散

也许遇见你是个错 错在我们身处不同的时空
两颗心交会的时候 一分钟就足够
够我一辈子想念很久

我会选择离开 微笑告别伤害
我知道你心中的那份遗憾
当你为她戴上幸福的头盖 我含泪祝福你有美的未来

想飞到千里外 期待一切重来
想洗去你对你的所有依赖 但谢谢你让我体会了真爱
我永远记得你心中的遗憾
La…… 嗯……

也许遇见你是个错 错在我们身处不同的时空
两颗心交会的时候 一分钟就足够
够我一辈子想念很久

我会选择离开 微笑告别伤害
我知道你心中的那份遗憾
当你为她戴上幸福的头盖 我含泪祝福你有美的未来

想飞到千里外 期待一切重来
想洗去你对你的所有依赖 但谢谢你让我体会了真爱
我永远记得你心中的遗憾

想飞到千里外 期待一切重来
想洗去你对你的所有依赖 但谢谢你让我体会了真爱
我永远记得你心中的遗憾

The time has comes..
I know what is best for you..
I know where I should be standing right now..
And I know how much I actually likes ya..
I know we can never be together..
But I want ya to know..
Ya are special to me..
Be it now or future..

*MerQu|s3*^^ aka *yeKai*^^

Sumtimes juz I feel so upset.. I was thinking how cum Amanda.. Jiamin and Sebas have so much frenz ard them.. Unlike me.. And when it's a weekend and everyone of them is going out roaming ard.. Yet I'm the only one staying at home doing nothing.. Waiting and waiting duno for what.. It's juz like being jailed.. I reali hate this.. I knw I can go out.. But.. Haix.. =/

As time passes by.. Everyone will be having their own life.. It juz happened when I met one of my lecturer a couple of days ago.. When I told him that I might not be getting married at the end of the day..

The dialogue btwn him and me..
Sir: Spencer.. U knw it's not easy to becum a bachelor..
Me: But Sir.. That wun be a problem since I wun be buying house and all that mah..
Me: I probably have enuff financial power to support myself mah..
Sir: Though the financial aspect might not be a problem for u but what abt the emotional aspect?

When he told me that.. I juz hit me somehow.. Why I din realized this before?

Sir: Though currently ur frenz are either of same age or younger than u..
Sir: But when they get older and it means u will be older too..
Sir: Den it's abt time for them to get married and build their family..
Sir: They probably wun have much time to go out with u anymore..

I remained in silent and pondered a while..

Sir: I married my wife in the early 30s..
Sir: I think that's the best and ideal age..
Me: But that wun apply to me..
Sir: Spencer.. There things that are alreadi laid for u by God..
Sir: It will cum when the time is rite..
Me: Hmmx..
Sir: Trust me.. Focus on ur career now.. And move on later..

Now I understand why it's always a fortunate thing to tok to someone who is much more older than me.. Becuz they went thru such stages alreadi.. That's why they understand.. Such advices are so precious that I will embed it deep within my mind..

The time has comes..
I know what is best for you..
I know where I should be standing right now..
And I know how much I actually likes ya..
I know we can never be together..
But I want ya to know..
Ya are special to me..
Be it now or future..

*MerQu|s3*^^ aka *yeKai*^^

Had a supper nite with Amanda and Sebas.. Had Aston when it's closing.. After that went Geylang for durians.. Erm.. I juz had one seed.. It will get me high if I had too many.. Hahaha.. Must be thinking that's crap rite.. LoLz.. Well.. To each his own mah.. Sebas relates this thing to mayonaise vs tartar sauce.. Garlic bread vs garlic.. Haha.. In fact he mentioned mayo same as tartar but his frenz juz can't take tartar.. Ironic rite.. Same for me.. I can take garlic bread but can't take garlic.. Rubbish rite!! But that's reali a fact mah.. I will puke immediately if I took garlic loh.. So wan me to die is easy lah.. Garlic cheap and economical.. LoLz..

Btwn thankz Amanda for the choclet and hp accessory.. And we will be hearing great news soon.. Heee.. =p Yup so stay tune on Channel CRN updates on the latest happening news.. By the way CRN stands for Cafe Reminiscence News.. Hahaha.. Do it look as qiang as CNN name? Keke.. =X

The time has comes..
I know what is best for you..
I know where I should be standing right now..
And I know how much I actually likes ya..
I know we can never be together..
But I want ya to know..
Ya are special to me..
Be it now or future..

*MerQu|s3*^^ aka *yeKai*^^

Haha.. Finali I'm done with this blog.. Still need to add on some stuffs though.. Okie not exactly veri pro.. But still presentable lah.. So this will be the tales of Amanda.. Jiamin.. Sebas.. And me.. Heeee.. =p

In other words all outings in future will be written in here loh.. It can be anything.. From lame.. Funny to sad.. Yup.. So stay tune.. We will be back in action soon.. ^^

The time has comes..
I know what is best for you..
I know where I should be standing right now..
And I know how much I actually likes ya..
I know we can never be together..
But I want ya to know..
Ya are special to me..
Be it now or future..

*MerQu|s3*^^ aka *yeKai*^^